vanish-me

You did it again? So many promisess Maybe around ten And let's guess? None of them are hold And I think to know why. It's something inside A feeling that you hide Can't get it out Doesn't matter how loud you shout Keeps coming back It returns In front of you eyes, Black It's a cut that burns On your skin A voice that made you do A voice that makes your mind spin That makes the blade go through. But you know what? I don't know who to blame But that voice in you head Is the one you became It sneeked in from behind Getted inside We're not blind Voice is the wrong guide. It's not you who did those things It's not you who wanted it And now try

Gevangen in je eigen tranen Achter een gordijn van verdriet Zit ik mijn leven uit te huilen En niemand die het ziet. Dagen kleuren grauw en grijs En sluipen me voorbij Zon gaat onder, maan verschijnt Sterren zingen hun nachtenlied. Dies, nox et omnia Michi sunt contraria Tenet noctis infima Sub intimo cordis in custodia. O sodales, ludite Vos qui scitis dicite Michi mesto parcite Per voster honur.

Tick tock Tick tock I'm still ticking Tick tock Tick tock Time is going by Tick tock Tick tock Why are you Tick tock Tick tock sitting here Tick tock Tick tock Crying all day long Tick tock Tick tock all day long Tick tock Tick tock You'd  spend time better Tick tock Tick tock I keep ticking Tick tock Tick tock Whatever you do Tick tock Tick tock Spend your time better Tick tock Tick tock You're just having Tick tock Tick tock A few years Tick tock Tick tock Time is going by Tick tock Tick tock Why are you Tick tock Still sitting here? Tick tock Tick tock? Tick tock Tick tock?

Dear friend, Why do we have to see the tears you cry? Your faked smiles? The poison is seeping through your mind Don't have to die Just have to try Dear friend, To light up your life Take the candle We'll help you handle Dont be affraid to take big steps Dear friend, Please don't take the wrong choice I want to hear your voice Please don't let life go I want to see you grow Playing in the snow Together beneath the rainbow Dear friend, Remember you're not the only one Problems is having everyone Even if we don't show it at all Trying to break through the wall Even if it's much too tall We're doing it by pieces But begi

Maybe I change my username, but I want something with Butterfly in it. any suggestions?

Ever wished your whole life different New colors, new room, new house, new place Just do it all Don't feel stuck in your old life It feels wrong, caught, like you can't do anything Like you want to run away in the pouring rain on your socks Scream, run, fly, somewhere you never was Doing things you never dared Talk to people you never saw before Hug them, cry, smile, falling backwards in the lake Turn rounds with arms spread Letting people see they can do everything they want… But you still feel not free enough to let it all go You know you have to go home to sleep Go to school, reaching through the bars to your dream Know

6 minutes a go I had a friend. 5 minutes ago I lost it. 5 minutes long I'm crying. 5 minutes longer and I'm soaked. 5 hours and my pillow is soaked. 5 days and my heart is unrecoverable. 5 weeks and I can't stand. 5 months and I can't handle. 5 years and I see I never stoped being sad about that. 6 minutes ago, my life had a reason. and 5 minutes ago I lost it.

Soft skin, sweet smile, pretty eyes I can't hardly believe you felt for me How we lay down under the summer skies Between the flowers and their honeybees With you I felt safe, nothing could scare me Never thought it was just for a little Your lovely words, just vanished by the sea And your other side came up to see You took me away from where I belong The first place I ever was happy again Can't get back, you're too strong First change I've seen on you was then. More and more came up, getting aggressive Kicking, beating, throwing with bottles of beer I was wondering if I could get away alive Way out was far far away from here

Nobody is as afraid as me Nobody is afraid of 2013 Later we can't stand the XTC Sad enough it's not an movie-scene Your conclusion is real You've already decided The devil made you a deal We'll find you more than dead Your family, your friends, It doesn't matter any more We'll have to see how your life ends Walking though the church's doors Looking in the coffin one last time Speaking the final goodbyes Seeing devil's latest crime Our grief so strong, you have to feel You don't have to do this You can still break up the deal Remember, your life is not his We don't want to say goodbye We want you to stay us Please, don't m

Shut up please, don't tell me what to do Don't tell me to stop doing this I'm furious, yeah damn of you You don't know everything, miss I'm doing what I want, whether you like it or not I'm still having my own life, my own thoughts But I can stop it with just one single shot Than you can do with my body what you want to Making more cuts, so deep that I lose my hands Should you feel better if you could do that? Should you admit that it was you who did? Or should you prefer throwing me of a flat? Getting away without anyone knows it was you You who let me kill another waste of space Don't blame me, it's your fault if I do It's yo